I started chatting with a man on the internet about 1 1/2 year ago. Long story short, I have lost all of my retirement and had to quit work in order to have access to it. I have lost around $250,000.00 to this man. I have about $50.00 to my name. I am 57 years old and not in good health. My family knows I have been talking to this man; but they don’t know I have given him so much money. I would be too ashamed and embarrassed to tell them. My only out is to commit suicide. I have already written my note.Â