I’m not too sure how old I was when it started. Maybe 8? Around that age I think.
He would call it ‘massage’, made it seem like a game. He made it seem normal,
I didn’t feel like I was doing anything wrong. He made me do things to him.
He would ask me if I wanted to play in his room with him. Mum thought he was being a good brother who was loving of me.
He liked to kiss my body. I didn’t like it, I found it boring, I remember always asking if we could play on his Super Nintendo. He said […]
I hate feeling the way that ”we” do. I hate feeling so sad and lonely all the time. I hate having to pretend all the time, transforming myself into someone else in order to “fit in” and be liked. I just want to let it all out, let the darkness take over and let the world see how depressed and messed up i really am.
I was raped many times by my older brother when i was younger. But i was so young that i didn’t know what rape was, and so i i thought it was okay what my brother made me do and […]
Hi, i’m just really scared. I’m not used to writing my problems down like this, but here it goes.
I’m 17. Growing up has been pretty hard. I have 2 older brothers who are now all grown up. My oldest brother is gay. When I was 8 or so he would make me touch him, do things for him. It wasn’t until i was 9 when he started raping me. I was so stupid, i had no idea what he was doing to me. He kept referring to it as ‘massage’. I always told him to stop, but he wouldn’t. I was too scared to […]
If i do eventually end up killing myself, what will happen.
Is there an afterlife? Heaven, hell?
I want to know that if i kill myself, i won’t just fade out of existence.