The only thing keeping me now is my deep love for my husband and a commitment and love for my friends! I also struggle with “will God forgive me”? I feel so guilty for the impact that it will have on them. It’s such a waste, me having to die. I have so much to give the world. I’m talented and full of hospitality and I love people and I love life, but I’m in so much pain and physical discomfort everyday, physical pain that won’t go away. If I could just crawl out of my skin and into a new body things […]
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Moonlitwaters
I had a surgery back in November 2016 that’s left me in debilitating constant agonizing pain. I developed multiple hernias after a surgery I had back in June 2016. They were incisional hernias. They weren’t painful, but very uncomfortable. I decided to have elected surgery to repair them. I agreed for the surgeon to suture them and then use mesh to reinforce them, so they wouldn’t reoccur. Which was her recommendation. After I came out of surgery I was in agonizing pain and no amount of Narcotics that they gave me could take away the pain. I knew something had gone wrong during surgery, I […]