I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I haven’t been able to make things okay for you.
I’m sorry that I haven’t helped you ad much as you need.
I’m really trying to help.
And I’m sorry you don’t know what’s going on with me.
But I don’t want you to deal with my problems as well.
I’m sorry I can’t tell you how much I want to cut again.
How much I want to make myself throw up.
How I choked myself this morning until I couldn’t breathe.
How I look out the window and the voice in my head screams “Jump!”
How my mind seems to get more toxic by the day.
But I can’t tell you […]