MrSebastior

okay so i’ma give you all a film tip or whatever

Hot Rod

holy shit where do i start, this film is my new favourite film, fucking hilarious, not even kidding, it’s the funniest film i’ve ever seen in my entire life, watching it right now, 2nd time.

i can’t even choose my favourite part, but i think my favourite line, that i can remember at least, is

‘i’m frickin’ pumped! i’ve been drinking green tea all goddamn day!’

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh2WcxP4XU8 green tea part

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fgp0TJ5kmvo trailer 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0N5HWNgWtA&feature=related trailer 2

this is my hat now, this is totally my hat! LOL the way he says it  and then kicks the guy on the ground

so yeah i only got a few hours left to live. i’ve chickened out way too many times, you wanna know why? because i can’t find the right information about my fucking method, i THINK i’m able to block the carotid arteries, but i’m not sure. why? because there is no information on the internet and no one here replies, so fuck it i guess then, i’ll just go ahead and do it.

but still, this site is fucking useless man, no one seems to help. i’m not talking about help as in trying to convince me not to commit suicide, i’ve already made my mind, but […]

Before i start this i just wanna say, this is not a sob story, i don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me, it’s just to leave something behind for when i leave.

so i grew up with my mother  who kicked dad out ’cause he took her money to buy booze and they argued a lot. dad’s an alcoholic and mum takes a bunch of prescription pills. i was bullied in school, almost been killed 3-5 times. i have no irl friends, like really, i don’t. i lost them all because of my mental issues, i don’t mind not having friend though.

mum never had a […]

I’ve posted some entries here before, under the name of sebastior (forgot my password so i made a new account)

anyway so yeah, i think i’m ready to go, gonna wait for mum to go take a nap, then i’ll leave the flat and yeah. i’ve finished the suicide note and the personal note to mum. gonna test the method again before i go, just to make sure i do it right

so errm i’ll be going pretty soon i’m guessing. i’ve said i’ma do this for over a month but i keep pussying out, but this time i don’t think i will, or at least i […]