mudcrab

6:40 AM, just finished my last cig to an awesome tune, Metric – Help I’m Alive (The Twelves Remix), so of course I got in the “life’s a bunch of crap” mood..

So what if I never woke up anymore? It’s not like world would have missed anything. I’m wasting myself, everyday, going deep into shit. It truly sucks to be 15 when you actually use your brain, when your hearth doesn’t just keep you alive but makes you feel. I’m different. I’ve been different since ever. What is wrong with people? What happened to love? Art, music, everything is getting more and more fucked up […]

I really don’t know why I’m even writing this, maybe because I just can’t keep this to me anymore. It’s Friday and almost 5 AM, and here I am, on the computer while tears go down my face. I’m 15, and I just feel that I don’t belong in this world. I really never felt like fitting in. I look up at my friends and they’re either dumbasses or fucktards. This summer I tought I found a friend with who I could talk about everything, but less than a week than telling him that I had a crush on a girl we both knew, he […]