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Music Is My Escape

Suicide Note

by Music Is My Escape 3/23/2017

written by Music Is My Escape

Dear mother,
I know you tried just to hide your secret hatred for me,
But I guess you shouldn’t have bothered ’cause you knew that I was gonna go anyway.

Dear father,
I’m sorry that I was never what you ever wanted,
But I guess you won’t even bother, ’cause at least I’ll never disappoint you again.

Hey there, long lost friend,
Do you finally want to see me again, now that I am long, long, gone?
Don’t you dare apologize for all those things that you didn’t do,
’cause every conflict that we had was for me to take the blame, and it’s always been my […]

3/23/2017 2 comments

There’s Something Terribly Wrong With My Mind

by Music Is My Escape 11/2/2016

written by Music Is My Escape

There’s something terribly wrong with my mind. I used to fall asleep fast, because that’s how excited I was about the day that would follow. I used to wake up in the morning, excited about going to school and seeing my friends and teachers. I used to smile a real smile at the people around me. I used to laugh when something funny happened, and added more humor to whatever it was. I used to not care at all about the negative treatments received from those bad people around me. I used to trust and open up to others when I needed to. I used […]

11/2/2016 2 comments

People Keep Leaving Me

by Music Is My Escape 10/21/2016

written by Music Is My Escape

I bond with someone,

They bond with me.

We spend our lives with each other,

healing each others’ souls.

Then one day, they’ll leave and they will leave nothing but memories.

They left without a word.

Day and night I wait for them, waiting for them to come back.

They don’t come back.

I look for others to bond with.

I bond with someone.

Then it all happens again….

10/21/2016 2 comments

Will Anyone Miss Me When I’m Gone?

by Music Is My Escape 10/12/2016

written by Music Is My Escape

Long story short, I’m in a position where no one seems to really anticipate my existence.

I have friends. And I have a best friend too. My best friend used to talk to me a lot and she listened to every word I ever said, so I did the same to her. But now things seem to be different. It’s like whenever I try to bring something up, she’d interrupt, and goes on talking her own stuff. She used to clap and cheer me on whenever I talked about my passions and the goals I wanted to achieve. But now it’s like, she no longer wants […]

10/12/2016 10 comments