if you were wondering about my disspearance it was because of my 10 day stay at another hopsital for cutting and sucide attempt again. I ended up cutting while i was there i trying to kill myself witch made me have to stay even longer. i am fine now and the scars are starting to heal. but its getting harder and harder to not cut. Sucide plans keep popping up in my head left and right even while im happy. I was thinking about kill myself today idk im just so sick of having to be strong for everyone else but no ones ever strong […]
I cant even really exsplain why today im so depressed. I wanna cut like you wouldnt believe.. i even tried hanging myself today.. :/ my friend brittany is trying to cheer and is some what succeding but i just dont know anymore. I hate this feeling .. no one even knows i even skipeed school because of it .. and last night when we had our chior preformance i couldnt even be happy like i usally am.. the one thing that usally brought me so much joy “singing” i just dont even care about anymore… what do i do when the things keeping me […]
I use to think they were my best friends.. and no matter what they did , no matter how bad it hurt me .. they didnt mean it.. but i was stupid and they knew my weakeness .. i forgave everyone .. no matter what they did .. cause i had a big heart and i thought everyone could change.
Let me give you a run down of everything thats happened up till this point? alright . Also if you have yet to read my other post “my story” i reccomend you do so you can get a feel for my situation.
Brittany
-put me in the hospital […]
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-58739" title="Becca hi my name is Becca im 13 years old. My two best friends are brittany and kaitlyn and i love them to death. My favorite sports are gymnastics and basketball . I sing in my school chior and i recently moved to texas from washington state in march of last year. But i have a deadly secret. I’m sucidal and i cut . And was recently put into a mental hospital 3 weeks ago for a week for attempted sucide and cuttting. Now you may ask why. Why would a girl like me do so much harm to myself.. well […]
