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mydogisdead

I’ve Gone Insane

by mydogisdead 2/3/2017

written by mydogisdead

I’ve gone insane. I want to die, but I can’t go through with suicide.

I’ve been betrayed by everyone. I’ve become heartless as a result.

I tried being a nice guy. I tried being everyone’s friend. It doesn’t work.

You can’t be nice to anyone. If you do, someone will punish you for it.

There is no point in trying to better myself. It won’t make anyone care.

I tried online dating, but couldn’t get a single date. Over a month of chatting, and no one wants to meet me. I am completely and totally undesirable. I will be alone forever.

Some people think they have it bad. They have no […]

2/3/2017 3 comments

Back to this again

by mydogisdead 2/19/2014

written by mydogisdead

Edit: Wow… No comments, and my post is buried on page 3 (currently). It’s time for death I believe.

Well, seems I cannot escape suicidal feelings. I was sure I’d go through with killing myself the last time I was here… but… I hung-on. Things got better. Now everything is downhill again. (Or uphill, depending on your view.)

I was jobless, and felt unloved. I met some people, re-connected with old friends. It seemed like things were improving. As usual, it was an illusion. I always end-up back where I started. Having nothing, and being alone.

My dog is getting put down next week. He’s old, and he’s […]

2/19/2014 3 comments