chantria

i’m 13
kinda young, for a suicidal person ig

anywho
most days, i regret putting myself (or not) out there.

and every now and then, i think- i wish i could go back and start over.
and then i think about the 4 most important people in the world to me

then i get so sad
cause i think about life without them, worthless
but i’m worthless
i don’t want a do-over, but i can’t change who i am

would they care if i killed myself?
my siblings always tell me that no one cares about me, yet why have my […]

I’m 13 years old.
I’ve been on and off suicidal for 3 years, and the only reason I’m not dead yet is because I’m too weak to kill myself (I have very low pain tolerance).

There is so much I could talk about, but I need someone to listen to this…

I’m a waste of space, ok?
Don’t you fucking dare say I’m not.

I’m behind in school, I’m terrible at comforting people, I’m a creep, I’m crazy, and I have no fucking excuse.

I deny compliments, I talk shit about myself frequently to others, and they keep trying to be […]