Not too long ago my best friend committed suicide. She was 31 years old and had a baby boy. I know that she went through a lot of grief. Just last night I had a beautiful dream about her and I just wanted to hold her but she was so far away. I have been really depressed lately (not so sure if its depression more like numb–not being able to cope with things or do things normally). I didn’t go to her memorial because I felt like it would be too much for me. Right now I am in denial of her death. I just […]