Everyday I endure this pain
The pain of these haunting memories;
I remember the day it started;
All this chaos in my head
This chaos that makes me wish I were dead;
I put on a fake smile throughout every day
All because I hate attention,
I hate affection,
I hate when people care, for me;
I wish I could just end it all
No more pain, no more tears, no more blood, no more fears;
I want to be happy, all alone in the sky
But I think the only way to achieve this, is to die.