I am bullied at school constantly, I can’t get a girlfriend because of my  bad looks, i was beaten when I was younger and my only girlfriend died of a seizure, I live a dreadful life and the only thing that helps is cutting myself but unfortunately my mother found out and took my razor. I’m thinking about killing myself just to end all of this, I live everyday thinking of my old girlfriend trapped by my memories. It seems suicide is the only answer, plus just on a side note I’m 14