I am bullied at school constantly, I can’t get a girlfriend because of my  bad looks, i was beaten when I was younger and my only girlfriend died of a seizure, I live a dreadful life and the only thing that helps is cutting myself but unfortunately my mother found out and took my razor. I’m thinking about killing myself just to end all of this, I live everyday thinking of my old girlfriend trapped by my memories. It seems suicide is the only answer, plus just on a side note I’m 14
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Darling, like you said, you’re only 14! I’m the same age as you, and I want you to know that problems – no matter how big or small – won’t last forever, and you don’t NEED a girlfriend. The fact that your past one died – that’s terrible! But nothing is going to change, and instead of focussing on your loss, simply think about all the good memories, and remember and cherish them. However, it’s not going to do anyone any good, being stuck in the past. You can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading your last one, and you have to let go. Now, I’m not saying it’s going to happen overnight, but if you just allow yourself one more night to grieve and to cry over her, talk to her, I think that it’d really help with releasing your emotions. I don’t know you in person, but I know enough to say that you shouldn’t give up on yourself.
I know its hard but school is shitty. Thats reality. But its all how you look at it. You will grow up and realize these years were hard but what other people say shouldn’t effect you. I know you are a great person, you are smart, and you should keep your head up. Suicide isn’t the only answer. Please. You have so much to live for! On the outside, you might not like who you are or who you have become, or even what you have let other people think about you, but on the inside you are better than all that and you are the only one that knows that. Keep your head up and look at things differently. You are 14, you dont need a girlfriend, you don’t have to take what those bullies say. You are a great person. I can tell. Please. Keep your head up! Dont give up on a God given life.