I’m sixty. I’ve had lifelong depression, from early childhood (along with abusive and chaotic treatment). Because of the depression, life has sucked – lost jobs, lost relationships, inability to enjoy life, medication side-effects, etc.
I’m feeling suicidal again. Not sure what I’m going to do about it. I’ve tried suicide before. Some efforts left me badly damaged; most left me scarred or otherwise hurt.
Part of me wants to hang on, to have hope. But a part of me – and it’s getting stronger – says that if I haven’t found the answers after sixty years, there isn’t much hope of ever finding them. And at sixty, […]