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I just need to get some things off of my chest. I’ve never been so excited about dying, nor have I ever been so certain of my decision to die until now. Staying optimistic about life has proved to be absolutely useless, since I now know that my birth and very existence have been a mistake. I am one of the damnned individuals who was not “placed” in this life for a purpose. I was not “blessed” with good looks, intelligence, money, or a talent of any kind. I am 23 years old and have absolutely no friends. Every guy that I’ve dated has […]

After attempting to seek help on numerous occasions through the use of therapy, medication, and even religion, I’ve decided to pursue that “final exit”. I’ve thought about it, and have decided to definitely go with the helium method, only I won’t incorporate a hood. Instead, I plan on locking myself in the trunk of my car (the idea is to become trapped in a small, closed area, so as to be overpowered by the helium), releasing the helium from the tank inside the trunk, and handcuffing myself in order to prevent any possibility of me waking up later on and attempting to shut off the valve, or open the […]

I’m so glad I found this website. It’s comforting to know there are others out there who can relate to a similar, never-ending pain, and who understand the reasoning behind suicide as a means of a solution.

I’ve done a lot of research on the helium method, and have decided this will most likelybe my method of “exiting”. I’ve already purchased a helium tank; however, instead of using a plastic bag, or hood, to cover my head, I was wondering if simply releasing the helium in an air-tight/non-ventilated space, such as the trunk of a car, would work just as well. It’s essentially the same technique of using helium to die […]