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im labled as a problem. that just says it all..

seconds from going.

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I’m 14. My bipolar is serious. I can’t take life anymore.

The main problem is my mum. I’m not allowed a boyfriend, not allowed out of my house on weekends and school breaks. The first thing I do wrong she takes all my possessions. I have a boyfriend, well not for much longer, it’s his birthday, and if I’m not with him tomorrow, ital be the end of us. I HATE being at home, i’ve walked out once and was slapped and was told to stop being such a stupid emotional ***** by my own mother. My dad, he just don’t get involved. I’m not allowed to sleep round […]

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so someone wants to help..

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do I bother trusting this person. I have no trust in anyone anymore, and now someone wants to help me stop cutting.. it’s an ex, who’s cheated on me with my so called best friend. he says he’ll do whatever it takes for me to stop. I’ve no idea what to say to him and if I agree to let him help me. how can he do so? trust is a big issue for me. and should I even trust him to help me after I’ve been treated so badly.  what’s the point in life if there’s no trustanywhere?

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I need to stop…

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I cut. A lot..

I’ve done it for about a year. I swore to myself I would never harm myself like that, but look where I am now. I have an arm and two ankles covered in scars and cuts. I think of cutting as a stronger way of crying; i feel so weak just bursting into tears, so intsted i cut, it shows i’m strong enough to deal with pain. But now I know I need to stop. People who mean so much to me tell me I need to stop. I’m loosing people because of it. I nearly went to hospital because the bleeding wouldn’t stop. […]

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