I’m 14. My bipolar is serious. I can’t take life anymore.
The main problem is my mum. I’m not allowed a boyfriend, not allowed out of my house on weekends and school breaks. The first thing I do wrong she takes all my possessions. I have a boyfriend, well not for much longer, it’s his birthday, and if I’m not with him tomorrow, ital be the end of us. I HATE being at home, i’ve walked out once and was slapped and was told to stop being such a stupid emotional ***** by my own mother. My dad, he just don’t get involved. I’m not allowed to sleep round anyone’s house so I can’t escape it. I’m bullied at school and just now I received a text from a girl telling me I’m a **** and just go crawl under a rock and die. Happily. I don’t want to loose the boy I love, I want to loose my family.
I’m sitting here staring at the tablets…
I need someone to talk to desperately..
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Hi, NC. Hop into the SP chatroom when you’re able. Others there may be distracting themselves but please ask for someone to talk to. In the meantime, know that most medicines are nowadays designed to not kill you on overdose. I know that waiting for your freedom is extremely painful. I know.
Try the chatroom, NC. You can probably get other ideas there. Peace.
wheres the chat room?
http://suicideproject.org/chatroom/
It’s kind of discreet on the homepage… here you go.
http://suicideproject.org/chatroom/