As the name suggests, I was so lost with life so many times. I think someone on Suicide Project chat introduced me to this song. The lyrics pretty much described everything I felt perfectly. I made a piano cover of the song, but feel free to listen to the original version and let me know what you think of the lyrics.
Hi everyone,
Hope you’re all well.
I was diagnosed with [condition] where I was prescribed codeine (sort of like morphine) to ease the horrible, physical pain. However, it really makes my head spin which also makes the sadness go away. In fact, I feel almost happy. I know this can happen when you take opiates and i’m trying my best not to become addicted to them (which I am not) but sometimes, I just wish I could take one whenever I feel down. It’s horrible thinking but I was just wondering if people on here know what I mean.
Comments are really appreciated. Thanks
Your Nobody.
I had such a traumatic experience over the weekend on Saturday. It was so horrible, that everything that happened is still so vivid and clear in my head. I can’t thank my boyfriend enough for comforting me. I posted another video. This song gets my mind off of the anxiety and stress.
While being depressed, I was working on this prosthetic for a 6 year old kid. It turned out that i won the competition! I was on lots of news coverage. Here’s one of them:
Thanks for the support guys.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxtIAQe8RC8
Hey guys.
I made a new video and guess what? I hate it. You know why? Because the person I made it for didn’t even appreciate it.
I don’t even know any more.
I’m losing happiness. I thought I got out of the tunnel. I just… don’t know any more. I don’t want to deal with any more pain. But I also don’t want to die. But, it seems as if the only way to not feel pain any more is to die. Why must God or whatever put me in such a position? I have died once, and I don’t plan to die a second time. But […]
I’m alright for now.
Just posting videos for the one I love. Take a look:
Hope you guys are well too.
Sincerely,
Nobody915
Things are a little shaky in life.
All thanks to one person. It’s interesting, what one person can do in your life.
*sigh* Well, here’s another video of mine. I hope you like it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TPZIr0PUZ4
Sincerely,
Nobody915
It’s all over now. I think i’m happy!
I’ve done my first youtube video. Feel free to watch it if you have nothing else to do.
Sincerely,
Nobody915
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