Hey guys.
I made a new video and guess what? I hate it. You know why? Because the person I made it for didn’t even appreciate it.
I don’t even know any more.
I’m losing happiness. I thought I got out of the tunnel. I just… don’t know any more. I don’t want to deal with any more pain. But I also don’t want to die. But, it seems as if the only way to not feel pain any more is to die. Why must God or whatever put me in such a position? I have died once, and I don’t plan to die a second time. But if death is a permanent choice to not feel pain any more, why am I still living?
Sincerely, Nobody915
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oh my god you blow me away every time
you’re extremely gorgeous by the way, you rock the dress incredibly well 🙂 no exaggeration
^ Steady on…
I felt compelled to give you a standing ovation and…frankly you’re going to need a new like button (since I’d bashed it to kingdom come) because this rendition of Moonlight Sonata is simply amazing. “Sehr gut!” as Jerry would say. It takes a special kind of idiot not to appreciate this performance.
Thanks for sending me to Heaven for four minutes and fifty-one seconds, and I must share Stendarr’s notion that you look wonderful. A very good day to you…and I’d best bug-out while I can.
🙂
Like the video… You have the soul of a artist.
I think the only way a person can lose happiness is by trying to hold on to it as if happiness was a object. I think the trick is to be happy in the moments of happiness. sad in the moments of sadness
Loved it, even if it gave me a mind image of Interview With The Vampire (Lestat’s “dying scene”).
Even if the person that you recorded it for didn’t apreciate it, for what it’s worth, i did (and anyone who likes music would, is that person insane or something?), so i thank you for the great musical moment, and you know?… with that talent you have you should channel that pain into your own music. Maybe it wouldn’t kill the pain completely, but at least it might easen it out a bit. And it’d be an awesome thing to hear for sure.
Even if the person you really wanted to appreciate didn’t, I thought it was cool. You got so much emotion out of the piece and if Robert doesn’t think you’re awesome, well I don’t think he knows anything really. Keep playing, I want to hear more of your music
so let me get this straight. You are beautiful and talented yet ready to toss yourself off the cliffs of despair because of some random shmuck that you’ve decided has worth? Literally millions of people would love to simply know you and you focus on one random assclown. Get over it. I’d cut off a finger to be able to talk with you over a few drinks. drop the tunnel vision and see the big picture.
That seemed a tad hurtful…
But I can see where you’re coming from I guess.
I have to agree with Left22 comment.
Wonderful music. Thank you for sharing.
Also, the next video of Valentina Lisitsa playing the same is magical. Goosebumps…
you are terrifically gorgeous and i feel that the song was appreciative.
Further i would like to suggest to you is that start believing in yourself rather than waiting for someone’s else appreciation. Because i feel it is just inside your head that the person is suitable to judge you. But in reality i feel it is you yourself who should be doing that
Hope that you feel better and i will pray for god to give you strength.
But still if you feel like communicating with someone then feel free to mail me inhellut@gmail and i will be ther