Tomorrow is my 23rd birthday and I’m ready to quit. My life has no meaning. I am utterly worthless as a human being. I am a burden to the only people I love who love me. I need to stop operating under the illusion that my life will amount to anything and accept reality. This is it. I hope I get some courage soon before my situation gets worse.
Thank you for giving me a place to get this out. I can’t talk to anyone.