That’s where it started. In subway(the sandwich place), or maybe on the car ride over. But I started to feel this pulling sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach and I began to shake…my face burned and guts screamed, I felt like I was being sucked into myself with weight, collapsing. I was with someone. Idk if he noticed or not. I had to escape and breathe or think but everything was heavy. I took two bites total. It was too heavy.
He told me about a tragedy where he was working on Friday. One of the ugly accidents of death, the ones that […]
This is my first post. I’m  a 31 yo female, a cutter, overweight and ugly….I deal with the pain every day. My dad is getting on in years and he has been forgetting a lot lately, which makes me even more sad becuz I know that he has real reasons to be depressed and want to die, but he doesn’t. But maybe it’s cuz he forgot he wanted to. My pain is mostly from love.
In 2011 I met someone I fell in love with, hard, and I know he didn’t feel the same way. How could he, I’m me! But over all this time […]