In the last few weeks, I’ve gotten barely past three times when I was really suicidal. Once I was more ready to die than I ever have been my whole life – I had means, I had opportunity, I had everything. I’m amazed I survived it, actually.
But then I thought I was getting better. I agreed to a Safety Plan, and I was working it. But then I got hit with some big emotional pain again last night, and today I don’t give a hoot about a Safety Plan. I’m just tired of going through this over and over again. And for what? The one […]