This is not a life. This is a nightmare. And it won’t stop. I can’t wake up. It has been going on for long enough that I have deteriorated into some form of subhuman creature. I have stopped eating, i mostly never shower, i don’t wash my clothes…. sometimes I keep the same stuff on for over a week, sleeping in it, going to work with it…. I told the doctor months ago that I needed help urgently. She wrote in her notes on my file “was NOT suicidal. Just trying to get time off. ” They leave me no choice. They put me in […]
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NoMoonInMySky
I can’t say anything about myself because of the nature of my job. They don’t allow people to speak up, tell the truth or reach out. It would look bad…
Im giving up. After years of fighting to get the help I need, I give up. They say I’m a piece of shit, they say I don’t work, they say I disappear and just do my own thing. In reality, I’m so scared of them I would never dare take a break. I am a workaholic. It’s a coping mechanism that allows me to fear less. Maybe if I’m freakin perfect, all the time, everyday, maybe […]