Just turned 30 and have been suffering since I was young. It’s as if prior to birth we are put the section of lives that will chronically suffer. I have PTSD, I’m assuming from abuse suffered as a child. I’m intensly suicidal. It is something that comes and goes. But when it comes, it’s harsh and places me soo close to death.
I try to reach out in my own way that won’t land my ass in a psych ward, I just want to be gone.
I beg God, I write to Him to take me […]