Today i feel so low, i can’t help but cry inside not letting the outside know just how bad i feel.
I just sleep, i want to sleep all the time and never wake up , How amazing would that be!!!!!
Felt like every one around me is moving, talking and carrying on with there life’s. just texted my mum and said i feel really low and its brushed over. my husband is home and i feel so alone. i really hate this fucking world and i hate it that i am still in it dealing with my shit day after day.
You know what you always hear people saying that they want to kill them self for many reasons and i never thought that i would be one of those people. I AM NOW !!!!.
I have very bad health ( my backs  falling apart) i am in so much pain all the time and i am fighting it 24/7 . I am 32 and i  had so much to live for.
Its all been taken away from me and i have hit rock bottom. I cry every day, i have dark thoughts all the time that i could just take all my med that i am on a […]