I am so low today.

Today i feel so low, i can’t help but cry inside not letting the outside know just how bad i feel.
I just sleep, i want to sleep all the time and never wake up , How amazing would that be!!!!!
Felt like every one around me is moving, talking and carrying on with there life’s. just texted my mum and said i feel really low and its brushed over. my husband is home and i feel so alone. i really hate this fucking world and i hate it that i am still in it dealing with my shit day after day.