I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I push everyone away that tries to have friendship or relationship with me and I just shut everyone out. I like it that way being isolated. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing. It’s hard to socialize when I have no interest in talking to anyone and just being by myself in my own world. I’ve gone through a past trauma and I blame it on that for turning me this way
I always didn’t fit in with other people which is lonely. I’ve realized I’ve never related to other people. There’s no connection. Everyone else was obsessed with social media and drama and all that stuff. I never talked to anyone and always kept to myself. Why is it so hard just to talk to someone? It’s been like that since forever.
I’ve seen the look on people’s eyes when they see me or talk to me. Looks of disappointment
My life is never ending. At the end of every day I don’t bring myself to do it. What I’d give to have someone elses life, to be anyone but me