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age: 15 sex: male country: canada i like (if you can still call it that) the outdoors, craftsmanship, minecraft, reading, solitude. you already know everything else you need to know about me.

~Bad Decisions~

by november
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~as always grammar is not present here. deal with it.~

 

my parents know that i am really depressed. they take me to doctors and therapists and they pick up my prescriptions.

i feel like they should have a little more logic…

…they still let me collect knives.

 

i dont cut very often but still, shouldnt it be logic to not let a depressed kid have a collection of knives? also they know im good at sharpening… i cut a penny in half with one of my knives once.

 

i just think that its weird that they never though that a bunch of knives could be a BAD thing? is that just […]

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Outside Looking In ~2~

by november
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~as always no grammar. deal with it.~

 

Yesterday

i told the two people who i still consider my friends that we were not going to school that afternoon, we were skipping. as usual. we left at lunch and went to the supermarket near our highschool and i bought them some lunch.

i dont eat anymore- i am more skinny than the supermodels our society for some reason looks up to. i dont grow anymore either. i am fifteen but i am about as tall as an eleven or twelve year old. yesterday i ate no breakfast or lunch, and a few mouth-fulls of pasta. this wouldn’t hurt me […]

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Outside Looking In

by november
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**pardon my lack of grammar and editing but i just don’t give enough of a damn.**

I’m only fifteen.

I have spent my tiny little life feeling like I’m on the outside of everything looking in on it.

 

Do you know the feeling, like you are the only one who realizes just how fucked up everything is? I do and i feel that way every day. All the rich white people at my overly socially competitive high school, my family life, society, the way our world works, life, they all seem like a circus act to me. i feel like almost every person on earth sees life as a fluffy cake with sweet pink […]

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