I have no more energy left in me.
I’m craving for the long sleep. Longing for not having to wake up in the morning.
I want to be forgotten. But even more to forget. Forget everything. The die was cast. I lost. It sucks but it’s okay. Rules are rules. No regrets, no remorse. No one is to blame. It’s no one’s fault. I don’t have to like it but I can take it. Not lamenting or whining. No complaints. I’m aware other have had it much much worse.
But having to stay here. Having to see my failure everyday in the mirror. Having to face my inaptitude […]