Sometimes it’s hard to fall asleep because the nights are the moments of pure silence that allow my mind to drift away and give space to my thoughts. I often spend my nights wondering how my life would have turned out if I made different decisions or if I was a different person.
Sometimes I dream of being loved and I love that feeling even though it’s just in my mind, but more often than not I dream about how my life could end at any second, I just stare at the ceiling thinking about how it wouldn’t change a thing in the […]
I just finished high school and Iike all my friend I applied to different universities, but while my friends got all letters of acceptance, I received only letters of rejection. In the last two days I received two letter of rejection that completely shattered my dreams and on top of that I also got rejected from the summer job I applied to. I feel so much like a failure, I am so tiered of pretending to be ok in front of everyone, I am tired of pretending of not caring. At night I can’t sleep because I am so scared of the future and any […]