ive been cutting my self – doing drugs for awhile now basically quit them both for about 2 weeks and to be honest ive never felt worse anyways more to the point my grandad recently died i kind of hoped that this would scare me idk to make me relies how much pain i would cause people if i died .. but it dident i have allready tryed to commit sucide twice.i suprised my self at the furinel (ime dislexic that why almost everyting is misspelt ) becouse i cryed a bit the reason this suprised me wos becouse i thought i wos dead on […]
Hello ime 19 find myself constantly sucidle or deppresed idk why evean when i try geting up in the morning i feel depresed i have already attempted to end my life 2 times although i seem to be more so depresed at night for sum reason i never cry apart from when i think about my feeling my eyes seem to instaly water up when i do . i have already tryed to kill myself 2 times and i cant say that i left a note or anything idk why i think its probley because it shows signs of regret and i don’t realy regret […]