Hello ime 19 find myself constantly sucidle or deppresed idk why evean when i try geting up in the morning i feel depresed i have already attempted to end my life 2 times although i seem to be more so depresed at night for sum reason i never cry apart from when i think about my feeling my eyes seem to instaly water up when i do . i have already tryed to kill myself 2 times and i cant say that i left a note or anything idk why i think its probley because it shows signs of regret and i don’t realy regret it at all and i cut myself …..i feel like i dont know whot i am any more.
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I have depression, I went through it three winters in a row, I’m on medication this winter and it’s helping a lot. Talking, and staying active helps. I would just advise to not be too hard on yourself when your depressed, it really changes your thinking :S CHECK out
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I suffer with depression too i have actually tried to kill myself 5 times and you know what i’m determine not to do it again. Life is meant to be live and its sucks sometimes and that will always be the case but they way i look at it i would not have lived through 5 attempts if i did not have a purpose of some kind don’t give up jet find the smallest of things to keep you going such as a pet or the thought that your friends will never get to talk to you ever again if you do it.
I don’t think a lot of people know who they are most people just pretend to know or think they know but they don’t and for you to admit that you have no idea of who you are is good i’m also 19 and i have no clue of who i am but i do have some clue of who i want to be and i want to be a caring person who is able to help others like you and me and lives life to the max with no regrets
if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to email me at g_gen19@yahoo.com
Hi my friend. Could you please tell us why you are depressed? why you wanna kill yourself?
hey.. i dont think drugs will help anyone at all.. im sorry but this is my opinion… its going to drain your creativity.. basically docters are aking us not to feel pain .. when really were human.. we need it to recover.. drugs are a bandade.. you dont have to look at the cut.. but its not healing without air… we need to feel the way we do .. so we can heal ourselves if somone cant heal themselves drugs will make it worse… u might not beleve cuz its “helping” but in a few months time your going to feel twice as worse :/ i cant judge your situation becuse i dont know your situation,, but just trying to help.. the docters are good at thre job.. they wnat to push the drugs down your throat.. they dont care about people.. they care about money.. a docter gave my atavan.. and im only 14.. its highly addicteve.. and not suitible.. and i took almost half the bottle.. but made me realize a few days later.. that it wasnt worth it..
Hello everyone .danumber10 i do not know why i am deppresed this is a big part of the problem becouse if i knew whot it is i could at least try to prevent it or change it. gen19 i appreciate ur comment and taulidpiaf and saddest-panda first i have to say asome name =) and i hv also done drugs whilst they help they only help for a certion amout of time……… idk hm bye