Im currently sitting at the edge of my bed, shaking and holding back tears of grief, anger and sorrow that i dont want anyone to see me shedding.
This is my own little secret hell and no one can save me from it… not even myself. 23 years of constant hell that i cant take a break from because this is what life is supposed to be… right?…
“All i know is that we have to try. Thats what life is. We try. we push back against the darkness just a little…” – Superman
All ive ever done is push, hold back and fight against everything i […]