ponyboy

I’ve wanted to kill myself at various times throughout the past 5 years.  About two months ago I started to become serious about it and began to plan my death.  This was after I had gotten out of the psychiatric hospital (my 7th hospitalization since 17 years old).  I was in the hospital for almost 4 weeks and received 6 electro-convulsive therapy treatments.  I also got put on some new medications which didn’t do anything to no surprise.  I was however started on adderall which was the only thing that got me out of bed and able two at least go through the motions of […]