i cant sleep anymore thats why i’m up right now, its really late where i am but i just cant sleep i never can for ages and i try i’ve tried everything, i don’t know what to do because even if i do sleep i have messed up dreams, and i hate staying up alone because when everyone else in the house is dead to the world and i can hear them sleeping i feel more alone and depressed than ever.
sometimes when i get down its worse than other times, sometimes i cut more than other times sometimes i just go to my room and cry or scream until i get dizzy. but other times all i want is for somebody to notice that i’m down and give me a hug or tell me that they care about me. But nobody does. why dont they realise? nobody notices ever. i don’t want to tell anybody but if anyone i knew actually cared at all they might notice for once and ask me if i’m ok, nobody even asks, nobody understands me and i just want […]
i’m sick of all of this if you try and tell anybody how you feel they’ll try and help you or get someone to help you, people say if you feel this way you should see someone but what help is that gonna do how will it help at all if they have never felt this way how can they help if they don’t know what it’s like to feel like this and if none of them have ever felt this way because if they did they wouldn’t want to help other people like this it would depress them or bring back old memories so […]
hi, i’m only new on this site and this is my first post, i am a teenager and i often feel depressed and i cut myself i planned out my suicide and the note i would leave for my family but i never actually decided to go ahead with it. i get really depressed and everything seems 2 bring me down even when i’m happy i’m down i hope some people can relate 2 this and understand it. its like when i cut myself i can release emotions and i know i sound crazy but i don’t know who to talk to i hide my marks from […]