Im 42 and I feel like I just wasn’t made for life. The thought of living 40 more years is so overwhelming. It’s also scary to share with people who aren’t strangers because they will lock you up for 3 days like they did my friend Mel. She’s dead now. I’m having a hard day. I have an autism 5 year old who screams ALOT and I love him so much but it’s hard being his parent. I hope I haven’t broken any post rules. I’m new. I haven’t left the house in 3 years and I needed to talk about how I am feeling. […]