I guess this is what i’m here for…
Just to be someone’s punching bag…
When something doesn’t go right,it’s always my fault…
I guess I can accept that…..
All I am good for is sex and that is about it…
All of my friends are committing suicide and I feel like it is my fault.
Well it is my fault…
I guess the sooner I accept that, the better off I will be…
If only someone in this world were here to love me….
Love me like the father I never had….
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I know it’s not my place
To tell you what you’re doing wrong
Sometimes I think about your face
And there’s times that I don’t think of you at all
So tell me you need me and I will stay
You believe me and I will wait
That you’d come back for me every time I fall
In your heart there’s just no place
There’s no room to make a mistake
And with one wrong turn you would never make it home
I know you would never say
What I did that made you feel so small
Spent the whole year on my face
Now with a […]
How many of you have been told that you help a lot in someone’s life?
What about being told that your useless through a post but that person doesn’t hae the balls to tell you strait up?
I am so fed up with feelin useless and like I don’t matter and I’m tired of people lying and being all like oh you matter so much and they just don’t show it…..
I am fed up with feeling like they could all give a shit less….
I wanna play R&R but I wanna lose this time…….
Just when you think things are going to get better,they always get worse………especially when it is the people you trust the  most ………I hate life and I hate the peole in it when they take advantage  of me.I hate them I hope they get what they deserve…………
I wonder if there is anyone to hurt my mother like she hurt me….
oh yes,there is…
but they are all in death row where she belongs!!!
you don’t threaten your own fuckin child her own damn life and ya damn sure dont hold a knife to her throat when she tried to protect her sister fro myour father tellin you if you move […]
Maybe that is why he left…he hates me like everyone else…he just expects me to be okay?after everything I told him and he told me?
Fuck you
You hurt me real good this time asshole
Maybe it is just fates cruel joke to do this to me
But it’s  whatever I should be used to stupid shit like this but it still cuts harder  every time………maybe one day I’ll move on with a few scars
Well with the way I just tore up my arms maybe a lot of scars
I hate life at this moment and I’m not sure if I wanna wake up tomorrow …..who would care well no one so goodbye to all good luck with our screwed up fucked up lives
Why doesnt it just go away and dissapear?
It burns deeper everyday and builds walls against the only friends I have left.
Alice in Chains helps…. I like their song nutshell.
It is really calming but painful to listen to…
I just want the pain to stop
I don’t want to hurt anymore
the first cut is always the deepest…
I just want to quit.Give me 5 good reasons to stick around…
For Christ’s sake!
If God really loved me, why would He do this to me?
I cant ever be happy,like truly happy.
Am I really that easy to betray because I put myself out there and give everybody every ounce of my being?
then they see I give them everything and just betray me…What did I ever do?
Am I really that bad?
It is really frustrating to put myself out there only to be betrayed and backstabbed….
This might be my last post……
No one would care so why stick around?
Have you ever had those days where people just love to piss you the fuck off?
This little kid just told me I am going to hell.
Well fuck him.
I wish he would mind his own fucking business.
I wish every fucking body would just leave me the hell alone.
They think that by telling me they love me when they dont that it will make me feel better.
Well it doesnt.
It never does.
I hate all these fucking immature little shits.
Its under the category “I Will Survive”, but I highly doubt I will.
Theyre coming
Im slipping
Im slipping far away
cant breathe
cant see
I cant find my way
I need you
Theyre coming
Theyre coming for me,why
help me
kill me
I just want to die
Please save me
Just take me
Cant do it anymore
Im found
I run
Im falling to the ground
I see them
Theyre running
Its killing me now
I bleed
I die
They win
Im gone
They took my life again
I hate stupid teachers who try to take advantage of me…
they lie to me and then expect me to be okay……
just because I am “beautiful” , they think I am a perfect target…
he said he was gonna help but all he did was make it worse
I am going to just give up…..Why stay…..
IF you wanna talk…..
kreepykitty5@gmail.com
I hate all of them…