the first cut is always the deepest…
I just want to quit.Give me 5 good reasons to stick around…
For Christ’s sake!
If God really loved me, why would He do this to me?
I cant ever be happy,like truly happy.
Am I really that easy to betray because I put myself out there and give everybody every ounce of my being?
then they see I give them everything and just betray me…What did I ever do?
Am I really that bad?
It is really frustrating to put myself out there only to be betrayed and backstabbed….
This might be my last post……
No one would care so why stick around?
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Really ur lasr post?
No your not bad. Forget those who hurt you focus on those that are there for you. You might think there isn’t anybody but there is. I think everyone has one person that makes their life simpler. They’re hard to find though :/ if you need anyone to talk to I’m here to lisen.. .well read. But I’m here 🙂
They obviously don’t understand you, and they aren’t at the same level as you…You are NOT bad, Raven.
wanna bet?
just wait until you know everything then you might understand just how bad of a person I am.
We all make mistakes, and I’ve made my share, but if anyone calls you bad for making them and regretting them, then THEY’RE the bad ones.
If God really loved me, why would He do this to me? – If god doesn’t exist, he can’t love/hate/do anything to you
Am I really that easy to betray because I put myself out there and give everybody every ounce of my being? – take care of yourself fist – and cover your ass, protect your vulnerable side so those with less than honorable intentions aren’t tempted to take advantage of you
then they see I give them everything and just betray me…What did I ever do? – you probably did nothing more than give a weak minded opportunist and opportunity to take from you for their own personal gain – people don’t automatically “get” full trust – they must earn it, if they haven’t proven to you that they are trustworthy yet – don’t go “all out” for them – baby steps – probe and find a person’s worth before giving them you all because they probably don’t deserve that of you
Am I really that bad? no – no one is unless they go out and intentionally hurt people – i’m pretty sure you don’t do that
answer dawg
What if he does exist?
Its hard when I hardly have anyone there anyway
I have to go all out or I feel unaccepted
I dont purposely hurt people but I feel like a bad person
you have just described my life. shut out by everyone can really hurt a person, and i understand you completely
i believe in God myself, but i always believe that its not his fault shit ends up this way. i believe he has given free will, and for those assholes out there that choose to exclude you, well fuck them then. If God controlled our lives and made everything happen, then why do we sin? God love us doesn’t he? Why doesn’t he stop us as we approach the razor? i believe god is there to judge, not to dictate. and for people like you and me, we go out into the world, put on a fake smile and a brave face, then come home or lock ourselves in a cubicle and break down. that’s me anyway, although somehow my belief in God, keeps me alive.
I hate it!
i just wanna drink myself to death but everytime i try i cant seem to….
i tried to slit my wrists and it doesnt work….