Ill tell you my story, I consider myself as a nice and Smart person but I’m damaged all because I’m not pretty enough, everything is about the fucking Way I look, young men since I’m a teenager have been harassing me about how disgusting and ugly I am, they made me hate myself, As an adult I realize this pain is eating me slowly, IT’s killing my Spírit and soul, I’m a depressing girl who cries everyday, I’ve never had a relationship, my low selfsteem has attracted jerks. I’ve been slutshamed, a goodamn asshole tried to rape me, I’m tired of liking guys, I know […]
I’m planning kill myself tomorrow, i’ll try to cut out my veins until I bleed to death.
It’s just I can’t keep going you know, perhaps I’ll leave the people who loves me and care about me but I wont stop for them they can live perfecly without me, If I’m gonna stay there must be just for me, but I can’t I hate this, I hate that my fucking life had been a whole fucking desapointement, I’m beating down I’m just tired of fighting.
I don’t know what’s going to happen to me, but my life can’t be just about who could I be […]
I want to kill the fucking voices in my head, I feel suffocated
They love to torture me until I sleep.
I want to be alright, I really do but they yell at me horrible things.
“WHORE” “UGLY” “WORTHLESS” “YOU SHOULD DIE NO ONE IS GOING TO CARE” “INVISIBLE” “POINT LESS” “WASTE” “FRUSTATED” “TALENT LESS” “KEEP CUTTING, KEEP STARVING KEEP SELF HARMING YOU REALLY DESERVE IT” “YOU ARE A SUICIDE PSYCHO ***** THAT’S NOT GOING TO CHANGE”
I just want them to stop, I’m not that kind of mean person. JUST STOP.