I’m planning kill myself tomorrow, i’ll try to cut out my veins until I bleed to death.
It’s just I can’t keep going you know, perhaps I’ll leave the people who loves me and care about me but I wont stop for them they can live perfecly without me, If I’m gonna stay there must be just for me, but I can’t I hate this, I hate that my fucking life had been a whole fucking desapointement, I’m beating down I’m just tired of fighting.
I don’t know what’s going to happen to me, but my life can’t be just about who could I be nor who I am
I write this cos anyone should know about it, I’m not that kind of strong, I’m coward I just need to get down the suffering.
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You are not a coward for taking your life. A coward is someone who only cares about his life, a coward is someone who would throw someone under the bus to save his own skin. It takes courage to kill yourself, don’t ever let some person who doesn’t know anything about depression tell you that you are a coward. I feel you, my whole life is one big disappointment, I’m not rich, I’m not successful, I’m not married, no kids nothing. I’ve pretty much failed where society says I should be.
Hey, I know you’re probably not checking this, but I’m here if you need me.
it’s funny how today always turns into tomorrow and yet it’s still today
anyway, it’s today now, and if you’re still alive today, i’m here too. for you and for me (it would be nice to have someone to talk to).
I agree with WhySkyEnd: there’s nothing cowardly about ending an unendurable existence. On the contrary it’s one of the bloody bravest things a person can do, especially if they don’t believe in an afterlife. Cutting your wrists though isn’t a good way to go as it’s difficult to accomplish properly.
This might be hypocritical of me but if you’ve made up your mind to end it all, why not take a step back and go all out to solve your problems? Throw everything at it. If you fail you’ve lost nothing because you know that you’ll have a way out anyway.