I’m at my very end now. I have not cared about my life for quite some time, and in not caring I let my finances slip. I voluntarily quit my job because I just didn’t care. I lived off of loans from family for months knowing the money would be used up. I half-heartedly looked for work to “continue” but just stopped caring. The money got lower, and the unpaid bills started to stack up. I’ve been sued by one credit card company for non payment. My utility bill in my apartment was past due and the power to put out. I have missed two […]
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rdy2go
I tried to hang myself yesterday, multiple times. I sort of half-assed it, knowing that I wasn’t 100% ready to go just yet. It was more of a test I guess. I decided to put it off for a couple days. I’m ready to die, but I’m scared of being unsuccessful and waking up in a hospital.
Later that day, out of the blue, my boyfriend calls and says he saw a man who hung himself from the freeway overpass. Firefighters were cutting him down as he drove by.
:-/
Here I am trying to hang myself and my bf now has a vivid image of a person […]