RealTalk30

For those of you who don’t know me, I’m a very strong and stable individual. Nothing I say here is meant to make you angry or sad or sympathetic. When I say the words “you” or “people” or “us”, I’m speaking in non specific generalizations in the characteristics and actions of others. Having said all that.. Please don’t give me advise. I’m more capable of forming rational ideologies and solving my own life problems than anyone can for me.

Fuck… Having to put a disclaimer really distracts me from what the topic was meant to be in the first place. …oh yes, that’s right…the title […]

What is your purpose for being on SP?

What do you hope to get out of it?

What keeps you coming back?

How long do you plan to be here?

Sometimes, there isn’t always a light at the end of the tunnel.

Sometimes, there is light at the begining of the tunnel and we must take the light into the darkenss with us, into the unknown.

You must hold that light close and value it for being all that you have.

Although some lights are brighter, we must be thankful for what we are given to guide us, and not being left to total blindness.

We must stay positive that ,even though we can’t see what awaits for us at the end of the tunnel, we can still find our way through the confusion.

It […]

Ok you guys and girls, here is a post you can all argue your opinions on. I feel bad that so much arguing is being done on other people’s posts that aren’t even commenting back. lol I can only imagine the look on their faces when they see how off topic their own post have gotten in their absence.

Feel free to say anything you want here!

This should be interesting! 😉

This is my life…yet it must belong to some one else because I can’t possibly deserve this one. I don’t know who should be living my life, all I know is that I wake up everyday in this guys shoes.

When I go out to work in the morning, I fear that I’m taking some one elses position in the grand scheme of things. I get to work in a truck that should belong to some one more qualified than I. When I show up at the different locations, it’s as if everyone is expecting some one else, so I turn to look behind me […]

Idk.. I think there is a misconception about the Internet, like it’s suppose to be a friendly free for all of fairness. Especially here on SP. here on this site you are gonna run into a lot of people who feel that there is something very wrong with the world and people are the main focus. So expect judgement here, at home, at school…everywhere. I didn’t escape judgement then or now, and I promise you won’t either. It’s not anyone’s fault how you take that judgement. Some one can call me a fucking worthless shit, and it’s my fault if I want to cry about […]

You are all great people in my mind. You recognize that there is seriously something wrong with the world and in your own lives, and you acknowledge that fact with all of your posts. You reflect, you teach, and you inspire us all to take action in our own lives. So to you I say.. Thank you all for being alive!

In no particular order:

@Clevername- I started coming to this sight a month or 2 after you first popped up, but since I’ve been here I’ve realized that this site suffers without you and your opinion. So it prompts the question.. How did this site […]

Looks like ill have to resort to leaving posts and comments whenever I can.

I’ve recently concluded that I need to fight back harder with this failure to make enough money, and I have to keep trying harder and working harder to keep making more money to help my situation, but also to keep from feeling sorry about life and slipping into a depression about it all.

So I’m taking on a second job!

I started reaching out, starting with my closest option. I’ve really wanted to get back into the state legal medical cannabis industry, so I reached out to a local dispensary that […]

Well I see your face, the picture remains to be unspoken.

Welcome to hell, as if there’s nothing else that can be broken.

Maybe it’s home, how they left you alone…your life is stolen.

Like down in the deep, won’t you let me sleep, cause I feel nowhere.

Could this be real or purgatory? Your the hope that fades, when nothing remains you can’t be known.

All these tragic lives, crying to let them die, to see the world end.

When fortune fades, the bitter taste of life, it can’t be swallowed.

These torturous days, when everything changes what we love most.

With all these cutting knives replacing […]

I don’t mean this post to be as mean as the title suggests, I just wanted to update my progress.

If you’ve been following my posts recently you’d know that I’m dealing with the dilemma of working a full time job and still barely scraping to survive with not even a penny to my savings. I live paycheck to paycheck and I’ve just about had enough of all this working hard and not making enough. So instead of sitting around and sulking about it, I’ve decided to take matters into my own hands.

If you are fighting to find a job or can’t seem to […]

Ok I’m back with a new attitude towards making this life work for me.

It seems the unofficial topic of SP today is “money troubles”..but I guess since the holidays are closing in fast, that means more attention on our pockets!

Anyways, I’m recharged with a new outlook on how I need to go about making more money. I dont have time to go over all this shit that’s been happening, so ill just try to explain whats happening now.

My parents helped me out with some money, as always. But I never ask for it, they just always assume I’m not doing well. They also […]

This is coming from the view point that I work my ass off and still I can hardly afford to even pay my rent. Living “paycheck to paycheck” fucking SUCKS!!

Everywhere I go I see people driving nice cars, some people obviously deserve the best if that’s what they work for and desire..I get that about some people. But still, out there are people who seem incapable of working a hard day in their lives, people who drive Mercedes with handi cap plates, and those who can’t drive at all. Hell, just yesterday some old lady in a fancy BMW ran a red light from a […]

That’s what I tell my fish when I get home from work!

It’s a shame to be human these days when so much is expected of us. We have to go through life pretending to be superior as a species when all we are is just food for thought.

If I was a fish, I wouldn’t consider anything a human had to say! I would just swim and eat and sleep when the light turns out. If only I could just be a fish, letting my owner take care of me till my short little life is over. Nothing more would be expected of me […]

I dedicate this post to all you low life’s out there in the world..

All you fucking cheerleaders who think your ***** don’t stink, making the world out to be your own personal vanity masterbation play time. You don’t care about anyone and you’re life is meaningless enough to think you’re anyone worth caring about. Fucking sluts..you aren’t shit!!
And all you poor excuse for employers out there, you blood sucking lazy fuck tards who don’t appreciate hard working people. You need to kill yourself, seriously. What gives you the right to call yourself “successful”? The only thing people want from you is all your […]

Lets have a show down of writing skills!

Create a short/mini poem in the comment section.
As people add their short poems, try to keep the poem going.

I will try to refrain from joining in, because we all know how great my lyrical prowess is! 😉 hehe

Sick of the city’s cold stare
Emotional branding that you’re wearing..
Can suit the curb side as you walk alone.
Maybe it’s just common sense.. Maybe it’s my faith that..

I’m needing room here to exist.
Contemplation of the sun set..
Will it bring me down to set with in..
Or maybe it’s this dirt pile..hide me from the sun’s kiss.

A struggle running from the past.
And all the foot steps that you’re hearing..
Getting closer and their closing fast.
Maybe it’s a quick death..you keep running in the end..

We are fools! Always playing by the rules! Won’t you let me loose, oh […]