I have no idea what to do or who to ask, so here I am. I have a friend, one of my best friends, although I haven’t known her for long, we have just recently gotten really close over these past few months. I have known her for about 2 years as more mutual friends. I have noticed recently that she has been really insecure about her looks, her body and anything about her, and has also recently been skipping meals. I know the signs, as I had previously a few years ago really struggled with depression and an ED. I am mostly recovered now, […]
I look around, Red, blue, white, black,
Hmm, what are these colours good for? Nothing absolute crap,
A goodbye, live well, farewell?
To you, although, who can bring themself to do this all alone?
Easy life for those who win, none to say thank you, I love you forever and never second,
You and me? I wanted to thank you for reaching out your hand,
Oh, but why would I thank you? It was me all along,
Under this all, who do you think I I’m? not a puppet for you to take,
Not an object for you to use and rape,
It’s the little things that make me smile,
The world, so full of […]
It’s been a while since I have come on here. And yes, I’m looking for advice.
I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow for medication, although I’m wondering, will everything go back to square one, or will the truth come out? According to my psychologist, I have been doing fine for the past year, although did she really ever know me? I never told her how I really felt; I’m a coward, I already know, but what can one do when everyone around them is untrustworthy? Should I have told her how I felt? Should I have told her my plans for July? Should I have told […]
Life is complete bullsh*t, I mean I never signed up to end up wanting to kill myself in the end. Whats the point of living if everyone is going to die in the end, might as well be it over and done with when your young?
And here I am, i dont know what the hell im doing here, what is this place going to help me with, fix my problems?, No.
Nothing can ‘fix’ anything, no medications, no therapy or mindfulness, all of that sh*t, completely useless, a scam. I don’t even know how ‘talking about my problems, and feelings is going to stop me from […]