I am so depressed right now. I just want to die. I am a disabled veteran that has lost the ability to do most things I used to do. My dog was just put to sleep a couple days ago and it was horrifying. She was so sweet and lovable. I think I may try cyanide poisoning since it is fast and clean. I am married and  have two kids but I am taking a lot of medicine that is for anxiety and depression but it doesn’t do much.
