I can’t stop thinking about death. Maybe I would stop if I would find something nice to do, to feel good and to do some nice things that would take my death thought away. I don’t know exactly what things I should do that would make me feel better.
I don’t see why should I keep living and I think I might kill myself soon.
I kinda wanted to die because I wanted to escape this lifes problems but I don’t think that death will bring me the relief I want. I think that suffering might be present even after death because I might exist in a different way. I think there is another realm after death, I wish there was nothing because I want to die and that’s it.
Who can say that it understands this life, this world? Send me to him or her if you know someone
I’m bored and tired of my life
Imo the problem is not dying physically but dying inside, your soul must live or you feel empty
I don’t really have someone who I can speak for days about me, my situation, the way I see everything, someone who can truly understand all these things.
What do you think about these riots in the USA?
Ain’t no love in the heart of the city
Ain’t no love in the heart of town
A good song is My recovery by James Arthur
I began my journey pure as light, a kid with sparkle in my eyes who didn’t know what fault was, looking for love and respect and as I didn’t know how to hit life, it hit me first, and I found out that it’s not that bad to not be humane, to be more humane is a crime and like that a drop of darkness fell in my essence because others didn’t give a shit on my decency and then I said there’s no more room for anything holly in this world, we loose ourselves between needles, smokes and jokes made on weaker people, we […]
If I’ll get the Corona virus it may kill me
It’s hard not to have these suicidal thoughts every day. I don’t have a solution for my problems after all this time. How much more can I hold on? I don’t know.
I shed a tear for the bad things happening on Earth.
Just letting it out. I can’t take this shit anymore
I want it all and I want it now just like Freddie
It sucks to be the weakest link, to be the most stupid human. I’ve been so bad, so stupid at life, I wanna change this. So much suffering I did it’s crazy. Why did I have to let everyone get ahead, I’ve always respected others, I’ve been afraid of other people. I’m 30 years old, still living with my mother and a grandmother, they make my life hard but I also have a problem with other things and people.
Slowly dying