I am sure l have a soul located in my chest because many times l have felt a deep and profound pain that is not physical.
People close to me have made me feel this pain alot.
Life has fucked, cracked my mind, body, soul and spirit, l only have consciousness left
Why do l have to be tortured by people’s negative energy, by the weather (too hot or too cold), by neighbours dogs barking for hours, and the list goes on
I want to be free but if this world is a prison, how can l?
Tired of the same shit every day. How much more will it last
Asking myself if l will ever be able to change my shitty life
I hate that l oscillate between wanting to live, to die, to change the impossible
I hate that l have and had shitty mental, physical and emotional states for all my life
I hate that l took these antipsychotics for the last ten years and l still have not got used to their effects
I do not like that l spend too much time inside the house not doing much
I hate it that people do not help, do not understand me
I hate some things, my life, my lifestyle. I hope some will understand me and l will try to change it soon
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Are you a selfish person?
Are you a cold person?
What about others? How you see other people?
I like to ask and to answer personal questions. Why don’t people like personal questions?
I don’t understand people
Why do people have to be so cold
It kills me inside
I feel like a prisoner that wants to break free
Queen – l want to break free
If you were to be an element between fire, earth, air or water what would you choose?
If l don’t have money to buy some drinks does that mean that l don’t deserve them?
If l wanna die, it’s ok, it’s doable but what if l want to live for 10 000 years?
I wish l had a friend to go out with amongst other things.
I wish my neighbours or city dwellers were frendlier.
Does anyone know the whole truth about all?
I might be crazy but sometimes l feel like killing people because they are fake
Would it scare you?
Is everything predetermined from birth to death?
I’m 28 y. old and it’s like l’m a small kid who can’t leave this home but l want to
I feel like l am trapped in this body, house, city and so on. I wonder if there is a real escape
I endure hours of loud tv noise and hours of forced listening to their talks every day. Its killing me. My soul and ears hurt.
I have zero money, l can’t buy a cigar or a drink, l have food, water and other stuff but its not enough.
I have months of forced listening to the loud noise of this *****’s tv.