General by Jack 12/22/2018 written by Jack 12/22/2018I feel like l am trapped in this body, house, city and so on. I wonder if there is a real escape [!] Report this post Processing your request, Please wait....Report as: Choose one from belowRequesting Suicide PartnerDiscussing Specific Suicide MethodsHateful PostHateful or Inappropriate CommentsReligiousSpam or AdvertisingOtherWrite in Words: (Optional) 8 comments 0Related postsBeyond imagination… 7/16/2019Open Letter To A Friend 7/16/2019What ends up happening 7/15/2019I hate my mind and my body 7/15/2019Us 7/15/2019Protected: 7/15/2019Old Friends 7/15/2019The power of stories 7/15/2019I hate my life so much 7/15/2019Trashed 7/15/20198 comments Cause of Death: Suicide 12/22/2018 - 11:10 pmI’ve been trying to leave my city for a very long time.. there is nothing worth seeing here and very evil people .. now that the nightmares have got me from the inside out there is no use escaping the city because they will still follow me around, all I can do to escape now is commit suicide, at least the nightmares killed me and not the dream I was chasing Log in to Reply Tellmewhy 12/22/2018 - 11:35 pmMay l ask you some questions? Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 12/23/2018 - 1:01 amSure I been on this site daily for almost 2 years. Haha, can’t get around to the final act.. Log in to Reply Tellmewhy 12/23/2018 - 1:27 amAre you a lesbian woman? How old are you? Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 12/23/2018 - 11:56 amWell I’m strongly not attracted to males, at all, – and some females I find attractive but it doesn’t matter my sexuality much .. I’m not interested in actually developing romantic relationships because I always planned to kill myself, my date was set for August 2012 and very upset with myself still being alive today. My wish is to go to the woods in a vehicle and shoot myself through the mouth with shotgun towards brain.. I’m 24, been suicidal since a wee 12, and planned the date from 12-17, to finally end it on the week of my 18th birthday. I suffer through it, but try to stay focused on my goals. Log in to Reply Tellmewhy 12/23/2018 - 1:36 pmDo you live alone? Do you have a job? Log in to Reply Failure143 12/23/2018 - 1:45 amI use memes and try to be slightly positive even though I don’t like being positive Log in to Reply headupunderdarkcloud 12/24/2018 - 10:05 pmThere is, but it’s very slow going and takes a lot work…which sucks, cause it’s hard to stay on task to achieve things like improving body, sourcing the income to move from a house or city, etc.. I mean, I feel the same way, deplore the inescapable condition of being a human, no other option but to carry microbes around for whatever reason.. But there is value in working towards some form of improvement. Even just going on a hike if you can. It’s nice Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.