Everyday is a struggle, it’s a fight.
Are you more of a thinker, feeler, doer or two of these or all three or something else?
I do not like this place l live in. It hurts, people are too serious and l can’t fulfill my dreams. I want to leave but where should l.
If l will not change some things for the better l will be gone.
I wish l was free, an element or a different animal to stop all this madness.
If l had a gun l would have done it.
I can do it even without a gun but l am not 100% sure if l should kill myself.
They caused me so much pain
I will never forget or forgive
My stupid relatives caused me huge emotional pain over the years with their words and they never care
I wish l was a bomb. Do you feel like exploding sometime?
I am sick of myself and everything around me.
If l had new, unlived before experiences l would feel much better.
I feel like explodin, l dont like whats happening.
My mind is so empty, I feel like l’ve lost it. Have you felt this way? I also feel like it’s something physical.
Hell and prison for me are represented by other people and the things that stop me being free.
Love conquers all or death conquers all? What do you think?
Is there something real?
One of the main problems we have in our life is that we don’t have enough fun. How much fun do you have in your life?
If you don’t, what would you like to do for fun?
What would you like to do, to experience, anything you can imagine.
Because l don’t have a solution for my problems l choose suicide.
I feel like I’m in a prison
I’m lonely, lonely in my life
Why do l even exist anymore
I’m tired of suffering daily
If l was God and watched on planet Earth and saw what is going on l think l would make myself gone.
Hey, these are my thoughts: Dying is easy if you really want to die but what if you want to live yet death is near to embrace you?
Im all alone, on my own.
No money on my mind, l do it for the love
Im tired n bored
Recovery James A.
Love you all (not suicide related)