I am useless. I dont think my story is special, crap childhood, verbal and emotional abuse with some physical and later sexual thrown in. A nasty divorce bouncing me between alcoholics for years before I ran away at fifteen. Did and sold drugs for a while, got ‘clean’ but was still doing legal natural like beer and weed. Ruined my serotonin for life maybe.
Havent spoken to my parents in years and I thought it would feel good but they werent pure evil and the thought of them dying and not knowing where I am bothers me a bit. Really do not want their anger and […]